Meet me at the Gate

So I'm currently at Houston Hobby, waiting for my flight home to df-dubs for spring break.

Yeah. We have an early spring break.

But I'm posting to kill time. And because I've come to a realiztion.

I really love airports.

Honestly, I get a bit stressed at first when flying, because I'm terrified of missing a flight. But once throught security, I really start to enjoy it.

It's the people. Coming together for moments of waiting in their busy lives. It's meeting people as they prepare to board, not just a flight, but more often than not a new aspect of life.

It's seeing glimpses of people through actions and items. What they're carrying, what they're doing, what they're reading.
It's such an insight.

I love flying. :)


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I hate Sugarcult for summing me up right now

"Pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything,
pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about.
And that's what you get for falling again, you can never get him out of your head.
And that's what you get for falling again, you can never get him out of your head.
It's the way that he makes you feel,
it's the way that he kisses you,
it's the way that he makes you fall in love."
-Pretty Girl, Sugarcult

Why do I relate to these tragic figures?

"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am." -Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar

"You're the only one I'm dreaming of ...

You see, I can be myself now finally
In fact there's nothing I can't be
I want the world to see you'll be with me."
-"Hey Soul Sister"- Train

There's so much going on in my life and I really don't know what to think/do/feel about it. So I'm just going to write about where I stand at the moment.

First, I'm crazy excited, because one of my absolute best friends in the whole wide world, Valorie, is coming to see me Friday. Which is tomorrow! I'm hopefully going to take her to Agora and she can hang chill with my friends and I before Pimps and Hoes, which is the private party my residential college hosts in spring. Should be awesome. I miss that girl like crazy, especially on rough days where I know she might be the only person who would understand where I'm coming from when I get crazy/upset/emotional/whatever else.

Also, as much as I love being a psychology major, I'm really having a rough time with adjusting to the classes. Which of course, makes me feel like shit. :/
I feel like everyone else has great grades and times with their major and I'm not making par and it's really making me sad.




And of course, there's always Dr. Jekyll/Mr. Hyde. Honestly, I feel like this is one aspect of my life that, if I could clear it up, would just make everything so much less stressful. This boy is such a part of my life, and we're so interdependent. But he just doesn't see it. Not to mention I feel like there's so many factors from his past that I'm missing. So I can't quite read him. Most people are convince we should at least semi-try to be together (he'll be gone for the year next year), and that he does care about me but he switches between so much I'm not sure I can keep handling.

But then again, if I don't, who will?

But yeah, that's my life in a nutshell. More postage soon.

Thought of a Social Psychologist

Or not really...
I'm just sitting in social psych waiting for class to start.

Anywho, I'd like to wish my mother a Happy Birthday. She's pretty ill rather often so I can't help but think of how lucky I am that she's still around.


It's also ABSOLUTELY FREEZING. ew. It's in the 40's, it'll be a high of 44 later in the week and it's going to rain.

So not cool H-Town. Not cool at all.

Dr. Jekyll was around for a short time last night. He was nice enough to make me eggs. :) we'll see how long that lasts.

Also, anyone ever think they're forgetting something very important. 'cause I feel like I am and it's bugging the hell out of me.


Guess I'll worry about it later, class is about to start.

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Illness, boys clothing and questions

Greetings all.

Blogging from my bed this morning instead of class because when I stepped outside of my dorm I nearly had an asthma attack.

This weather does that to me. :/

But anyway, I couldn't fall back asleep, so here I am instead.

I hate feeling sick. :/ I really like the class I'm missing.

I guess the good part is I can stay in my PJ's. Or temporary PJ's at least. They're really my friends gym clothes, and they are far too damn comfy to willingly give back.

Seriously, if he forgets he lent them to me I'm keeping them.
Besides, they look better on me anyway. ;)

In other news I'm looking forward to one of my BFFs, Valorie, visiting me in two weekends. It'll be nice, especially as I'm sadly getting sick of everything around me.

Which leads me to questions, any of which you may feel free to answer:

1) how do you deal with someone is pulling a dr. Jekyll/mr. Hyde?
2) especially when you're semi-involved with that person?
3) how so you maintain freedom and sanity sans car?
4) any tattoo parlor suggestions?
5) should I get my nose pierced?
6) any job/earning extra cash ideas?
7) project ideas?

Well, that's all I have for now. Should be blogging tomorrow. It's my mommy's birthday.

'til then.

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I'm (Not) Okay, I Promise

I have that song stuck in my head. (it's my chemical romance in case you're wondering).

I really am ok. Just a song.
Anyway, writing a quick blog to take a break from the 3 crazy tests I have today.

So I read the novel V. By Thomas Pynchon. It's on one of the reading lists I'm doing for 101 in 1001. So I'm making slow and steady progress.

The book was interesting.
And by that of course, I mean that I didn't get it.
I read it twice. And it was interesting in the moment and all.
But seriously, I have no clue.
I think there was a quest for this woman and some deeper quest I didn't understand.
I even asked Zach, who I borrowed the book from. He's read it multiple times and doesn't get it. So I'm assuming I'll just never get it.

Regardless, haha. It wasn't bad or anything, so I suggest trying it.

Anyway, time for test 3. :)