Well to be honest. I don't know.
And I've been so apathetic lately, I also don't care.
That sounds weird. I know.
But I'm just so goddamn tired. I'm tired of caring. I'm tired of working and planning and thinking it'll pay off in the end.
Because all that'll happen is something new I'll have to work for.
It's a little scary not caring. And not knowing.
The plan. Well the plan has changed so much.
I guess as of now the plan is graduate school.
But I'm scared shitless about that. I don't think I can get in.
What happens if I don't? What if?
Life is a whole bunch of what ifs.
But you know what...
Fuck ten years. I don't even know what I'll be doing in ten minutes.
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